A Hard Night

Teddy sat near the fire, his hair was a bright teal his jacket over him, he tried to fit in two more essays. He couldn't think though, not without her, her smile her eyes, he was too sad she wasn't with him that second, too sad she loved him as much as he loved her, but could peacefully sleep upstairs. He grunted and laid his face into the carpet, clawing it with his hands. He kept hugging himself, feeling a beautiful knitted sweater she made him, she had stayed up as long as possible, and despite her slightly unconscious fighting, pounding his chest weakly, with her eyes closed, he carried her up to bed and layed her down in the girls corridors. Oh how he wanted to bolt up those stairs and wake her up so badly, only a week had he had the first kiss, and ever since that its all they could ever do, the fire never went out, the flame that kept both of them from wearing out, the chemistry Teddy couldn't have even imagined, he smiled then looking into the flames, wondering if she was dreaming of him
"If only i knew" Teddy mused, tousleing his hair, forcing himself to work on the parchment
"Knew what?" Victorie was behind him, wrapped in a blanket and nightgown, staring at him, he looked up at her smiling dreamily
"What you were dreaming about" He said, he beckoned her instantly, patting his lap
"You" Victorie walked over to him "I didn't fall asleep, i tried but not..."
"Shhhh" Teddy held her in his arms, suddenly his whole body was tender under her touch, she was storking his jaw, it made him shiver "You aren't going to win, your simply going to slip"
"Of course i am" She said, kissing his lips slowly
"Hey!" He protested "Sleep, its late, and you need sleep, not me, sleep" He felt a pain in his chest as he said that, not me.
"I need you." She was whispering, falling to sleep so ever carefully
Teddy held his ground, placing her on the couch as she closed her eyes "Sleep Victorie"
"I love you"
Teddy wanted to say it back, to tell her all his life, but by then she was sleeping, her eyes closed
"I love you too" He whispered, he got up and left the common room slowly, unwillingly he smiled as he left saying goodbye to the fat lady. He walked down corridors, looking out the window to see a new moon. The stars glittered, the clouds were out of sight, he sighed deeply and turned around, he couldn't leep her waiting, he had to see her again

V: Quidditch Camp

I don't care about flying too much
When i'm in the air, something is pulling me down
When i'm on the ground its burrying me
The tiny seperation
I can't stand it, i have to see him, i have to see Teddy.

"He's your best friend, can't you see him in three days?"
Victorie paused, the mere thought of three entire days weighing her down even further
"Sure" She said simply, the biggest lie she had ever told, three days. Three whole days. Three entire days. She breathed in deeply, imagining three more days, she'd made it nearly two weeks now without him, what was three more days? Her heart seemed to ache everytime she wanted to breathe
Teddy...
Teddy....
Teddy....
" i can't stand you like this, every year your fine, better then fine, you want to come here every year, and now all you can think about is...is..."
"My boyfriend"
"He's your boyfriend now? The wolf dude right?"
Lover. Best Friend. She kept imagining his touch, kiss, voice, hands, anything to keep her in the air as she called it.
"How am i going to get on with my life?"
She smiled to herself, maybe somewhere he was in the grass too,
Smiling, wishing, wanting just like here

Too Long Hidden

"Professor" andrew longbottom called out, the grandchild of Neville longbottom, faced Teddy Lupin, the defense against the dark arts teacher,
"Yes?" He questioned, looking up smiling, trying to quench his recent fascination
"I have a note from Proffesor Weasley" He said, blushing almost "She said that if i don't give it to you, or if i read it my tongue will swell up for years, please just take it"

Just like Victorie

"Yes Yes, give it here" He said, recieving the note hastily, then dissmissing the student brisquely

Dungeon

11:11

Be Alone

Teddy quickly glanced at the clock 11:09

He ran down the corridor, locking his classroom speeding as much as possible, humming to himself. He banged on the dungeon door, his heart pounding wildly

"Open the door you silly girl" He mumbled, he wanted to break down the door, to cause as much noise as possible, the mere thought she wanted to see him was so astonishing, so heart wrenchingly warming. Victorie opened the door, and Teddy gaped at her, her long lucious hair was down and perfectly beautiful, they both knew that made him crazy, she was wearing a blouse instead of robes, and skinny jeans, almost looking like a student herself, she was wearing lipstick and the perfume smelt so edible he wanted to slam the door open but waited patiently

"You wanted me?" He said, straightening up

"Are we fighting still?" She asked, playing with a strand of hair, with her hand with the ring on it, the beautiful ring that signified so much, Teddy almost forgot what they were fighting about, he didn't care, she let him into the dungeon, locking the door behind them both she pulled him into a hug, a too long hug a hug that seemed heavenly smelling her, caressing the small of her back, enough for him to have a life long dosage, a week of ignoring her mere prescence, grading years worth of papers, nothing but work and she had been sending notes, plenty of notes just to distract him, sexy flirty notes, and this one had finally done it. She led him to the office slowly and locked the door to the office as well. She looked at him and to his astonishment, she knelt down and looked up at Teddy, holding his hand

"Please forgive me" She was saying, tears in her eyes

"Your...crying" He paused, his voice cracking

"I...I can't foc...focus.... I am so...sorr...sorry...but i nee...need y...you"

"Victorie..." He said, his voice still cracking "Victorie!" He said firmly, the mere sight of her kneeling before him enough to make him groan, they had little to no sex ever since their marriage two years ago, and it had driven him mad, wanting her so badly. The sight that she was here, wanting him again drove him crazy "Victorie!" He said again, she wouldn't stop crying her shoulders shaking her beautiful luscious hair over her shoulders, he bent down and tilted her chin up "I've never seen you this upset darling, what exactly is wrong?"

"Your my best friend, my husband, my lover and your ignoring me"

"Well thats because i was mad at you dearest" He said, laughing at his own words

"You were mad at me?" She sounded even more upset at this

"Your being ridiculos, the only reason i'm mad at you is because i want you so badly and you don't want me that way"

"You didn't even asked"

"Its been two years Victorie, i had to give it a rest?"

She paused, her tears suddenly vanishing "So your feelings that way are gone, and your giving our marriage a rest"

"I never said that, i didn't that at all, and the feelings are very much there, even now" He couldn't stop staring at her, the cute outfit the way her dark lips were just calling to her, the candle light so perfectly set

"Thats...good" She suddenly looked very embarassed "Because i have those feelings too.."

Teddy gawked at her, she wanted him, his wife wanted him, and that's why she was crying, he'd been ignoring her, staying away from sunlight for so long it seem to engulf him now. And he wanted it so badly. He closed the distnace in a matter of seconds, taking of his robes, she was going for her buttons on that tiny blouse, the unfitting blouse.

"Lets never fight again" She decided "I don't want to miss on any of this"

he looked at her, a thirsty look in his eye, Victorie as if she could read his mind engulfed him in kisses, wrestling him to the floor.

a lazy summer day

Teddi Lupin, now 19 years old laid on the grass of the Burrow's lawn, grass in between his toes with a white t-shirt and dirty jeans ripped. He was chewing on a stray peice of grass, playing with a kitten in his arms, waiting for the love of his life Victorie Weasley, who had been gone for two weeks for Quidditch tournaments, he smelled the air around him, the rustic home the quiet sunchine with plenty of garden chores where Mrs. Weasley would make him work, he was grateful he loved work, and distractions to keep him from realizing the heartbreak the longing for Victorie.

I love home

He was laughing, closing his eyes, letting the tiny kitten play on his chest, slowly breathing. He finally set out to napping on the summer lawn, only to wake up abruptly to feel something tracing his lips, his heart raced to the sky to only set in dissapointment.

"Kitten what are you doing?" If only you were someone else

"Just having fun" It responded, Teddy opened his eyes to see Victorie straddling him,"Hey You"

"Hey You" his heart sky rocketed panting under her...

Victorie was kissing him then, oh how he LIVED for those kisses, all his life pining for them. She led his hands to her hair, he greedily tangled himself to her, rolling her in the grass, h ecouldn't believe he was there, all the disractions were gone now all the barriers trying to forget the lonliness he rolled with her, he was holding her in his hips. Refusing to let go of her tanned red-headed beauty.

How could i have lived without these kisses?

"mmmm" She was purring beneath him, still kissing him "Don't stop?"

"Never" he murmured against her shoulders, kissing lines down her arms "I never want to stop Victorie" He paused, "Thats just it, i never want to stop, its been how many years now?"

"two and one half today" She kissed the corners of his lips pleadingly "Please, stop talking!"

Kissing her lips and hands "Maybe" He teased

"Stop that!" Victorie was kissing his jaw "I've been thinking you so long"

"Your talking" Teddy inturrupted, pulling his shirt halfway up, Victorie massaged his abspulling him down to the ground

"So you say i to eemz not notz to meee?" Her mother inturrupted

"MOM!" Victorie shot up running to her

"I'll get to her eventually" he sighed, lying back down in the grass

Furniture

3:30 AM
"Why do you have to be so tempting sometimes?" He was waiting by the door of her bedroom, on their three month anniversary, his hair a beautiful lustrious red, her favorite "Its excruciating" She was dressed in jeans and a t-shirt, a band no one ever heard about, the dancing sirens. Her hair draped over her shoulders so naturally it made Teddy's mouth water almost.
"You should be in bed"
He groaned sarcastically "And if my bed were broken?"
"Then you would sleep on the couch"
"If i broke the couch?"
"The floor"
"If i broke the floor?"
She looked up at him, her eyes playful "Outside"
"i see" He sat on the end of her bed "If i broke the outside?" He said, tucking a strand of loose hair behind her ears. Victorie was heaving now, blinking frantically "Then....Then..."
"Then perhaps i would sleep with..." He kissed her lips seductivley "A beautiful Veela"
"Half veela" She corrected
"You don't look like it," He kissed her jaw "Happy three month anniversary" He got up to leave the room "If you didn't want me to sleep with you then you could've said so"
"Where are you going?" She stared at him, unbelieving "Are you going to really leave me here?"
"Well, i have to keep you going don't i?" He winked "Besides, i have to go break some furniture"

A first Date

"I'll be down in a few seconds"Victorie had answered in a bathrobe, her hair dry and ready, in beautiful red curls, with her beautiful blue french veela body pulling Teddy to the door.
"It's fine Victorie" He mused, he handed her a rose
"Awww.. thanks Teddy" She was blushing, the snow getting caught in her curls, looking even more angelic "Come in, Please" She looked radiant even in dim candlelight, with a golden eyeshadow and heavy mascara, a simple dress black with chains and zippers. "My parents don't like it, i think it looks smashing"
"Sexy" Teddy laughed,
The date went as planned, the entire evening at dinner, talking, playing and goofing around, but Teddy knew it was just as friends, he didn't even bother, she barely noticed him at all as she walked him home, talking about hogwarts, her fancies, potions, even her ex boyfriends, the ravenclaw captain, teddy turned to her, suprised at her lack of dignity
"Is that all i am to you?" He hissed
"What?" Victorie looked at him, confused
"Someone to talk to? I buy you a rose call you sexy pick you up, take you to dinner, walk you home and let you talk as much as you want. What is this to you? a friends night out?"
"I...I...." Victorie was silent "What did you want it to be?"
Teddy's face grimaced into revulsion, gagging almost. "What do i want it to be?" He looked at her, almost laughing "I wanted to be a date, but i'm finally getting the hint that you don't really fancy or care for someone as hideous as me, i'm finally getting how ugly i am, is it because i'm wolf, that my hair turns blue, pink or gold? Perhaps its because i am violent, or anti-social that no one talks to me, but praise you Victorie Weasly"
"Teddy...."
"If your going to say something... save it..."He began turning away from her, leading her closer to the car
"Fine." She took a armful of hair of his and pulled him towards her, forcing his gaze into hers "Then i'll just have to show you" She jumped on top of him suddenly, her pale white thighs suddenly wrapped around his waist, her lips locked in his, he stumbled backwards for air, getting the strands of hair out of her face, his teeth grazed her neck delicately, dangerously nibbling
"I have waited so long...."
Victorie wasn't letting him talk now, she jumped down, leading him into an alleyway of Diagon Alley, she pulled his collar down, playing with both their lips, her hands tracing his face, she went back to his lips as their lips to met, Teddy hoisted her up spinning her around and around, she was laughing with him, the first time she had laughed like that in a while full heartedly giggling like a little child, she was kissing him, barely letting him escape, he didn't want to he trapped her in his arms smiling down at her, her swollen lips seemed to call out to him
"We should get you home"
"I am home" She reached her frozen hands inside his shirt, massaging his stomach. Teddy shivered, with so many emotions, he seemed at her every command
"To the burrow, your dad would get...."
"He couldn't be more proud of me" she was pulling his hands to her waist
Teddy smiled at her, kissing her forehead "How long...Without telling me... you knew"
"I had to chance that you didn't though, i couldn't wreck everything we had, i didn't know you liked me until just a few seconds ago"
"Just a few seconds in your opinion?"
"No, to me it seemed like hours in your hold, days even"
"Is that good or bad"
"Excellent" She was kissing the collar of his shirt, her hands still tracing his abb lines, so defined and muscular she wanted him so badly in those moments

Train Station.

"closer teddy" her aunt was picky about 'loving' photos. His uncle wrapped a arm around his ratty t-shirt. His aunt clicked the camera once more, another flash erupting his eyesight, it almost seemed to sting. He was wearing a t-shirt and robe, his best "muggle" attire.

Completley Stupid.

He tried to smile as the hair on his back stood up once more, he fidgited, trying to block out the annoying muggles, the muggles who insisted to stare, to poke, walk away, laugh at. He hated almost all of them, except two. They one with the arm around his shoulders, and the one flashing a camera in his eye. His aunt and Uncle. He wished he'd been kinder this year, he'd been bansihed from christmas, back barely in time for valentine's day, without a word where he'd been, he'd hear his aunt crying from horror some nights when Teddy forgot to cover his foot prints, he tried again to smile, pushing the memories out of his mind, looking right up at the 9 sign of Kingsley Train Station. Teddy wondered how he would leave them this time. How he could break her heart again. All his life, all he coud remember of his aunt, is her trying to make him "fit in" trying to make him "a normal boy in a normal school" it was sick, disgusting her feeble attempts to comb his hair, post muggle band posters in his room, brag to her firends how much 'muscle' he had, her muggle friends. He gave attempt after attempt of real smiles, even practicing in his room before they reached kinglsey station. He felt someone tug on his robe, and to his horror, just who his mother was dying to meet, his future father- in law, another hald were wolf, just like him. Bill's hair was untidy, unkept, his robes was torn and his face pale, covered in "battle wounds" he would call them, his eyes looked empty, but loving looking down at Teddy.
"There's my son" He said, swooping Teddy into a hug"And you must be.."
"Bill, you mist keeep your deestance," Fluer, Mrs. Weasly inturrupted, she looked towards Teddy's aunt "You must forgive hees orrible orrible manners, we are the weasly's" She looked behind her, and to continue his embarassment, and fluch of color in his cheeks, the girl of the hour walked from behind her. "Forgive her, she ees jsut too shy"
"Hello" Victorie mused. She nodded to each of his aunt and uncle gently, even curtsying. Her robes seemed new,
she must've gotten them from the alley just this week
"Teddy" She welcomed, she started to nodd then pause, Teddy straightened up, trying to wipe the sheepish lovestruck gaze he had for her. She wrapped her arms around her neck and gave him the hug he wanted all summer, he didn't hesitate this time, he wrapped her around in a hug also, his arms encircling her back, it looked like he was finally just the right size for her, instead of swallowing her
thank god, seven years it took
"I missed you Teddy" She whispered. Teddy squeezed her tighter, spinning her around. Until her landed her gently on the station floor
"She's my girlfriend" Teddy announced proudly
"Best friend." Victoried corrected
Teddy hung his head low
of course, i'm always the best friend... i'm probably going to be the best man at this point...
Teddy felt pain grip his heart.
i can't let that happen